Half my mind is healthy, half of it is sick
I'm living in a nightmare, with no light switch to flick
I have a secret friend, living in my mind
She's always mad and screaming, she's not one to be kind
Now you might think I'm crazy, I guess that would make sense
I'm in another world, between us is a fence
Unless you hear her voice, you wouldn't understand
She twists and turns my mind, her wish is my command
If she tells me not to eat, tells me not to sleep
I listen, I don't argue, I don't make a peep
Because she says she'll make me strong, she says she'll make me thin
She says that if I live, she'll make sure that I win.
by
- Music:watching scrubs!
I will be tiny
I will be fragile
I will show off my bones
I will feel breakable
I will be beautiful
I will turn heads
I will be confident
They will tell me i'm sick
They will warn me
They will feel afriad
They will talk about me
They will be jealous
I will be fragile
I will show off my bones
I will feel breakable
I will be beautiful
I will turn heads
I will be confident
They will tell me i'm sick
They will warn me
They will feel afriad
They will talk about me
They will be jealous
But i will feel nothing
I will weigh nothing
I will be perfect

by </a></font></b></a>
sleeping_sweet
I will weigh nothing
I will be perfect

by </a></font></b></a>
- Location:my bedroom
- Music:hsm 2(:
i'm going to use this as my personal journal(:
some days the journals will be private the others public
depending on how i feel on sharing(:
i'll try and post EVERYDAY if i can!
i got up at 7.40 today to start training at my new job.
four hours of videos and dvds, i really had no clue what i was getting myself into.
then after wards i went to town with one of my bestfriends lets call her, mary to buy a present for our other best friend she can be called moomoo
we caught up on like everything
but i'm worried about her
she wasn't much like her normal self
and my guy best friend he isn't either
i guess we are a lot more similar than i thought!
then tonight i watched death at a funeral andddddd mamas boy:D
that was pretty good
and that brings me to now!
some days the journals will be private the others public
depending on how i feel on sharing(:
i'll try and post EVERYDAY if i can!
i got up at 7.40 today to start training at my new job.
four hours of videos and dvds, i really had no clue what i was getting myself into.
then after wards i went to town with one of my bestfriends lets call her, mary to buy a present for our other best friend she can be called moomoo
we caught up on like everything
but i'm worried about her
she wasn't much like her normal self
and my guy best friend he isn't either
i guess we are a lot more similar than i thought!
then tonight i watched death at a funeral andddddd mamas boy:D
that was pretty good
and that brings me to now!
- Location:in bed
- Music:tivo
sleeeeeeepytime!
try and burn off some of those calories from my massive binge today.
and do my italian on my way to school:D
haha
30minutes journey to school is handy as
perfect time to do homework! and watch movies on my ipod:D
and a tip!
if you feel like a big binge is about to go on
run a hot bath put some bubbles and and read a book!
you'll be so relaxed you will forget all about it.
anyways
good luck girls!
stay strong and take care
xx
so if this goes through
yay for me:D
yay for me:D
